Thursday, May 21, 2009

Mommie's Superman





Mr. Gabriel has been busy this week. He seems to be growing like a weed. The doctors tell me that he is only in the 25th percentile but the fact that at 7 months clothes that are a size 12 months seem to be too small tell me something different. In only 7 months time this little boy has taught me so much about life, unconditional love, strength, faith and that miracles come in every form you can think of. Everyday he continues to amaze me and I feel like God has entrusted me with one of the biggest blessings. Sometimes it is a bit overwhelming because when you realize that God has chosen you to nurture one of his miracles you worry that you will somehow mess it up. I have to question why he chose me, seems like there are so many other people more qualified than I, but my Mom always told me that God doesn't make mistakes!

His physical therapist is really pleased with his progress. He is really motivated to move, which sometime can be a not so good thing because he is determined to move even if its not the correct way. But he is doing a FABULOUS JOB..... he's sitting up, rolling all across the room and even starting to try and crawl. His speech therapist loves the way that he controls his drool, moves his lips and is so observant when someone is talking. I get so consumed with all these things that sometimes I forget that this isn't what every mom goes through on a daily basis. I am still in the struggle to try and maintain a healthy balance of allowing him to just be a kid and making sure that everything that he does only continues to help him develop properly.

I think that someone forgot to mention to Gabe that they diagnosed him with DS and that there are certain perceptions of how he is supposed to be. He seems to defy all the odds they continue to try and stack against him. The narrowing in his aorta has totally absolved itself, he obviously has no feeding issues and he is talking up a storm. All the things they wanted to tell me he wouldn't do HE IS DOING!! Gabriel will exceed every limit placed before him. HE is the only one who can control what he will or won't do, not his genetic makeup!

I really believe that Gabriel will change the world! Welcome to my miracle!!!

Friday, May 8, 2009

A Lazy Kind Of Day







So we are getting ready for Mother's Day and hoping that there is some sunshine on that day! Gabe seems to be growing so much right before my eyes. I was in the kitchen on the phone one day last week, while Gabe was on the floor for that coveted TUMMY TIME, and I looked over and my little miracle had turned over from his back to his tummy. Seeing that just made me stop mid sentence and bust out in tears. While that might seem small to most it was huge to me because Gabe just continues to develop right on time. I am determined not to allow him to be defined by his TR21 diagnosis and it seems he is too. God I absolutely adore this child. Ever since that day he has been rolling all over the house. I looked up one day and he was under the bed. His physical therapist told me that he was really determined to start moving and once he started he wouldn't stop, boy was she ever right.
Of course now that means even though I am putting him to sleep on his back he is immediately turning over. So of course I am scared to death of the whole SIDS thing but his pediatrician assures me that if he can turn over he can sleep on his stomach and the risk of SIDS decreases the older he gets. That still doesn't stop me from getting up in the middle of the night and checking on him. And since I can't have any bumpers in the crib that means when he is moving all around at night he inevitably gets his legs stuck between the crib bars and can't get out. Ya gotta love him!
I am sure he'll be up and walking in a few months and then the fun begins. If he is moving around this much just by rolling I can only imagine what is going to happen when he becomes fully mobile. I guess I won't have to go to the gym to lose these pesky last few baby pounds afterall because I am sure they will fall off when I start chasing him all over the house! LOL!
On that note I am going to go and see if the Prince has awakened from his nap. Before I go I just want to share that I am in the process of starting the Gabriel's Blessings Foundation. It is designed to provide a number of resources to those that are diagnosed with Down Syndrome and their families. It will be up and running in a few months and then let the blessings begin!! More on that later my Prince is calling!!!